You see the real problem isnt the drugs or the sex, or any of those cliche ideas. The real problem is the concepts we’ve grown to glamorize. It’s a choice, a decision to ignore the purity of the world, and gravitate to it’s darkness.
How can we re-train our brain to consider the simple things, to count the honest goodness of our world as wonderful, joyful and fulfilling?
Fulfilling; what is fulfillment? How do you feed the need; what is the need? Love, self-worth, life’s answers? Who has needs, and why do we need? Simplicity, isn’t that what we need. Can’t we go back? We’ve gone to far. How come we can’t go back?
I need to escape. Can you set me free? What does free feel like? How do you escape if you are already free? Does free include love? Or is love so selfless you can never feel free? Is love so selfish you require another’s freedom to feel better, to feel free?
I want to be free, I want to be selfish. I want to be loved. I want to love.
I want so much, and I want so little.
I am unaware of how I affect others. I’m unaware of how I impact others. My choices are my own, but I feel as if I don’t make them.
Things fall into places, and I love it; but why can’t they fall into another?
I can’t explain it, and I wonder why it matters. Why can’t we all just live, and let live? Why can’t we all be free? Why do we judge one another? Why can’t we live without judgment?
Will I burn? Will I be re-created? Will I grow? Can you be me? Can I be you? Can you help me? Because I can’t, I can’t help you, and I can’t help me.